It feels like it is time to say farewell to this blog. I have felt this for a while but have fought it. Today seems to be a good time to surrender and let go.
Unless something changes I will be shutting down Streams of Consciousness the end of the month so this will probably be my last post. I have been writing this blog for five and a half years and I have done my best to be faithful to what I was called to write. I did not choose the content of Streams of Consciousness- it chose me. It came to me in a dream and I said “yes.”
I have always known this blog was not for the mainstream and often wondered what it would be like to write more popular stuff and have more followers and more interaction. I thought about writing popular stuff, like “how to’s”, “5 steps to”, and positivism. But that was not what I was called to do with this blog.
It feels like I have run out of words to say and the words I do say, though meaningful to me, seem empty when I put them on paper. Day after day, as I continue this incredible journey home to my authentic, fully conscious Self, I seem to have less to say. I know more but the more I know the less I know and the less I have to say.
Who knows? Maybe one day I will be called again to start another blog or write another book. I am open to whatever Spirit has for me. From the time I was a child I believed myself to be a teacher, but it feels like it is time to let that belief go. It is painful to shut this blog down but I will mourn the loss and move on.
I am deeply grateful to all who have followed me, especially to those who have taken the time to let me know they heard what I said. I have met some beautiful souls through this blog and I am thankful for all who reached out and touched my life.
I will keep my web site open until the end of the year. www.brenda-marroy.com and I will keep my facebook page open. You can follow me at:
I hope to see you there.
With love and gratitude, Brenda Marroy ♥